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My Cat's gonna be put to sleep...

Journal Entry: Sat Oct 11, 2014, 7:42 PM

My Cat is gonna be put to sleep on monday.
She can barely walk as she's paralyzed on her hindlegs. 
I've cuddled with her the last hours and she's just so loving and playful, but there is no way  she can get  healthy again and it's just not acceptable to let her live anymore. We've tried everything and various medications but she gets better for a few days and than it quickly get's worse than before...

Cleo helped me through so may hardships i can't even express how grateful i'm for that. I'm bawling my eyes out just by looking at her.
I'm so afraid that i'll relapse into my depression and anxiety even worse than it is now.
The only thing that helps me cope better is that my mom promised me to get a little dog (or a cat again). I need and animal that can stay with me the whole night through. I love my guinea pigs but it would be just torture for them to get them to stay with me in my room, on my bed or next to me the whole night long. 
I've a foster dog called Cici she doesn't live with me but i walk her often. 
As it is hard for me to even get out the door sometimes(depression & social anxiety) Cici helped me and i've helped her. 
I can't wait to get my dog, daily walks and all that fun stuff. (Possibly a Yorkshire terrier or a mixed breed) I would love to get another cat too but i'll wait. I can't get a cat again this soon after losing my precious baby girl.
I'll ask if i can get cici for a night or two just to keep my mind off relapsing.

But for now i have to say goodbye to Cleo and it's so hard. I miss her already and I'm so very very grateful she has lived with me the last years.
That big bitchy, cuddly black furball was there for me at my worst and now i'll be there for her, watching her strutting up the rainbow bridge....
So Thank you cleo, my little baby princess, you're my little angel. 





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flynnmutt Featured By Owner 1 day ago  Student General Artist
thanks for the llama bro!
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GoldenNocturna Featured By Owner 3 days ago  Student Writer
Thanks for the llama! I'll give one back! :)
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GoldenNocturna Featured By Owner 4 days ago  Student Writer
Thanks for faving my tutorial!
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TARDISfan888 Featured By Owner Oct 14, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
thanks for the llama^^
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DamaiMikaz Featured By Owner Oct 8, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks for adding Practice to your favorites. I'm glad you like my writing :)
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